imgoing to cry

jesus has been soo good to me the last few days, i cant help singing and dacning, which to me is great, thinking two months ago i wanted to die, literlly. :)

6-15-08 thru 6/17/08

these have been a great few days, for the last few years ive been put thru alot of mental struggle and suffering, but now i feel the lord has finally brought me out of the valleys, the last few days, ive been filled with joy, singing, dancing, just filled, and of course very little suffering. and now i know if i go back into the valeeys i have complete confidnce he is there and i can handle it.

bummer

my pastor which i looked up to for years did something horrible, he sent a horrible letter to the youth leaders saying they arent christian enough and they have to leav.e now theres no youth and i cant see alot of my friends.:(

wierd

i was sitting in class feeling lonely when the radio turned on and started playing a encouragig song:)

power of prayer--amazing

first of all herbs friend came down and he wanted to test out a motorcycle he didnt know the area so he got lost. all i knew he was on linwood. i went to go find him. i prayed that i would find him. i needed that prayer becuz my mom and herb went searching for him and were seaching no where near him. anyways i got to linwood and either could go left and right. i followed my heart(answer to another prayer, im souse to following my head) and went to the left figuring he couldnt got lost going right. when i went left i went down a little ways, and lsot hope and started heading back feeling guilty i was heading back. but i see why becuz on the way back on the next intection looking outwards i saw a motorcycle light. i rushed and caugt up before he passed and i we stopped and chatted. i see why god told me to turn around if i went any farther down linwwod i would of missed him. anyways i led him home. and we called my paretns and they shocked i found him. praise god

i fel blessed

i decided to go help the neighbors thier tree brances and i did that for a bit and they have a death daughter. and i spent alot of time together with her. even thou i dont know sign laguange i had fun

he is strong when i am weak

i got home from school. so weak not able to walk. i plopped on my bed just wanting to fall asleep. then i remebered my promise to clean the kitchen. literlly when i got up and headed for the kitchen my i forgot i was tired and i had more stregth. i cleaned the kitchen and didnt go back to bed i rode my bike 4 miles. then went to work for 5 hours. thats shows me strength.